2025/Zeva-

When someone mentions the word home, most people think of walls and a roof over your head. Some think of where they were raised or wherever their family is. I believe home is a singular person. The someone you go to when all you want to do is be alone, but being alone with them is perfectly fine. There are always times when I'm sad, angry, and just emotional in general. Sometimes I feel like the world is going to end, or I wish that time would stop just for me. Note to self, it doesn't stop for you or anyone, and the only thing that helps me is him.

It doesn’t matter who your person is or what gender they are, when you're with them, you’ll feel warm. It's a kind of warmth that feels like a drug. A drug you can’t imagine how you would live life without. Like if you take it away, the world might as well burn because now nothing else seems to matter. They feel comfortable like your bed on a school morning, or a cloud couch at midnight. Or when you come home from a long day and nothing sounds better than lying in their arms.

With them your brain turns off completely. You don’t have a worry in the world and all you can do is just relax. You feel a different type of safety. A kind of safety that with them, you feel invincible. Nothing in the world could ever touch you because they're here. The stress and anxiety you feel over anything just disappears into thin air. My person is all I ever think about. In every daily activity, no matter what it is, he’s going through my brain. Not in a distracting and can’t focus way, but a calm and supporting way.

You trust them. Trust with your life and even the lives of your family. They are open, genuine, and are always there for you in the ways they can be. When they open up and give out their thoughts and beliefs, it's an amazing feeling. It’ll make you feel like you're more than just another person in their life. They make me want to better myself because they deserve the world and everything it has to offer. I feel like I take better care of myself because of him. I want to be a good person and do great things for myself, because he should have a person that he can rely on too.

I believe everybody should get a chance to experience having a “person.” The one you click with right off the bat. For some it takes a while to find them and others not so much. Mine is very special to me and I want to take care of him like he takes care of me. He’s a dream you never want to end, and when it does have to end for part-time you will feel a type of homesick I can’t explain.